My Boys.

I don't know anything else but to be surrounded by boys. I am definitely outnumbered in this house but I wouldn't have it any other way.  My 3 boys are my favorite people to be around.  I am so spoiled, for real.  Having two sons I always get asked if we want to try for a girl.  I should have my mind made up.

When I was in elementary school my parents got divorced.  The decision was made that I would live with my mom and my brother would live with my dad. Every weekend we would be together but switch between each parent's house.  When I was 13 my dad moved to Florida for work and my brother went with him. Although I was fine with the decision, I felt like an only child.  That made me want a big family.  I never wanted the kids I had to feel alone, no matter what happened between Sean and me.  I remember telling my mom I wanted 4 kids.  She would laugh and I would tell her I could totally handle it.  Then I had my first son and remember thinking I was only going to have one kid for the rest of my life that first year.  :)

So do we want more than two kids?   Right now the answer is hands down, no way.  We are not ready nor are we sure we want anymore children.  Yes, I would have loved to have a girl but it wasn't in the cards and I'm okay with that.  My husband and I joke that when Parker is 5 we will discuss where we are at with the whole do we want any more children thing. 

But as of right now, these boys are my whole world.

Inspired by this post from Mandy.